The particles that your “spiritual” self (i.e. not your body nor your Thoughts-mind nor the “spirit” nor “soul” energy-bodies) is fundamentally made of have the fundamental properties of awareness and will. Those natural abilities can be blocked by non-ideals.
Awareness is easier for most people to get reality on and start using. Will and its use is usually more challenging, for several reasons I’ll detail below, and one usually needs to make a lot more progress with Deep-clearing before one can handle it effectively.
Knowing use of Will in this universe requires ability to handle Eshus and Morphic-fields effectively, because they are inevitably connected to Will and action etc. Which means that one is unlikely to be able to work with Will effectively and safely until one has done a decent pass through Filbert’s “Excalibur Revisited” (learning how to effectively handle all the types of limitations mentioned there) and learned how to effectively handle Eshus, Morphic-fields and the other additional areas I recommend learning how to handle knowingly and effectively (for details on all that, see this page).
Everything can be seen as being made of particles of awareness/will. This includes the contents of universes (which can be seen as being made of those particles in an “asleep” condition), and also all the structures which implement one’s limitations and non-ideals.
Everything can be seen as action (a doingness, i.e. a flow of Will). For example, a Beingness can be seen as the implementation (i.e. a continual action) of a specific definition. Havingness can be seen as the implementation (i.e. a continual action) of contact with an area.
Common misunderstandings about the use of Will include:-
- If one is not getting the results one wants, then one is “lacking will-power” so what’s needed is “more will-power”. In reality it’s not that one lacks “will” it is that most people, before they’ve made significant improvements to their spiritual condition, have almost all of their Will implementing hidden automatic limitations.
- The concept that it is “conscious” use of Will which will be rehabilitated first as one improves one’s spiritual condition, so that one can choose the actions one implements. In reality, it is the many usually unnoticed, “subconscious” intentions which are likely to first become implemented more effectively as one make progress with Deep Clearing. The knowing use of Will is likely to open up later.
What both of the above points mean in practice is that one needs to remove most of the unwanted automatic actions, before one increases the effectiveness of how one’s will implements, else what one will be implementing if one succeeds in getting more use or power of Will, is stronger implementation of one’s limitations and non-ideals.
If one doesn’t know how to handle Eshus effectively, then any significant increase in power is likely to cause problems because additional instances Eshus often don’t arrive in one’s systems in a balanced and well-connected condition, thus one will have problems happening to oneself or around oneself. For my pointers on the basics of handling Eshus, see this page.
If one doesn’t know how to handle Morphic-fields effectively, one is likely to either not understand why one’s attempts at using Will fail, or find oneself seemingly attacked by things which doesn’t have much awareness of that are much bigger and more powerful than what one is being and causing.
While Deep Clearing work typically starts with removing limitations, as one progresses beyond the initial stages, it increasingly involves also adding connections, presence, etc. The approach of asking other things (such as Spirits) to do what one wants is a less ideal substitute for doing this work oneself, and often causes problems.
If one were to use Will while mostly being aware of being just a Self in this universe, then one would be likely to be going against intentions of other levels, other universes and other beings (some of which are much bigger and more powerful), which would cause problems. So one needs to have significant awareness and presence in a range of different universes, levels and scopes etc. to be able to use Will cleanly without negative consequences.
To be really honest about what progress one has really made with all these things, requires significant direct awareness of objective reality.